I always thought I could make things right. That, I now realised, was utterly wrong. Losing something and thinking I could retrieve it, I couldn't. Failing each and every single time and thinking unrealistically that there would be some point where I would succeed, my failing record persisted.
This is world, this is life, wake up!
Terrible things kept occurring. Poor test grades, unable to juggle everything well enough, fail at leading and teaching the juniors... I really shouldn't be still thinking that "happily ever after" kind of Andersen's and Grimm brother's stories are the eventualities.
If things that happened now are like tangled wires, I had no idea where to begin. How to untangle the knots in the most efficient and effective way? How? Event was going to start, and this wire must be untangled immediately. This should not be a screwed up event, and it will not.
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