Oh god. Leefy's leaving soon?

Omg, I'm not going to have Chiam teaching me for Bio mans! Seriously, I would only flunk my exam!!! Gosh! Terrible. Not to mention his boring style of teaching and his grammar, but his teaching speed was like ten times slower than Leefy's sia.. I think Leefy could have finished covering the entire 'Transport in Plants' chapter within an hour, and he took like 3 lessons, and still we could only understand better only because Leefy's constant feeling of couldn't-stand-it and decided to summarize the main idea.

Why are all the good teachers leaving Xinmin... All rather all teachers that teach/taught us. I mean I don't mind changing my Chinese teacher, but Bad for students sia... I think I'm gonna flunk my O's...

zzz...

Anyways, the SMO results are out. I got Gold for Senior Section, and Bronze for Open Section. Basically, for Senior Section my total score is 18 + 14 = 32, which was not too bad but not as acceptable in my expectation. Last year I scored 13 + 26 = 39, which means that this year my score was dropped by 7 marks. Sadded. And so tyco-ly my Open Section got 7 marks. So...

My Senior Score + My Open Score = My Last Year's Junior Score

lolz... I sibei boliao... Ntg btr to do.

Random thoughts after a heavy rain...

I don't understand.

I always thought I could make things right. That, I now realised, was utterly wrong. Losing something and thinking I could retrieve it, I couldn't. Failing each and every single time and thinking unrealistically that there would be some point where I would succeed, my failing record persisted.

This is world, this is life, wake up!

Terrible things kept occurring. Poor test grades, unable to juggle everything well enough, fail at leading and teaching the juniors... I really shouldn't be still thinking that "happily ever after" kind of Andersen's and Grimm brother's stories are the eventualities.

If things that happened now are like tangled wires, I had no idea where to begin. How to untangle the knots in the most efficient and effective way? How? Event was going to start, and this wire must be untangled immediately. This should not be a screwed up event, and it will not.

Today went to school for scolding session, but thinking about it I think Mr Tang was right about the club's standard. At least for our department, the standard is declining. Bad news huh? Too Bad lo... This is a two way thing man. Imagine it is the case between employer and employee, then the employee will be sacked lo. Sadly it's not the real world.

Tmr's gonna be fun. Seeing sec 1s fail plan and awaiting to be scolded by Jit Hui. Unless somehow they could get through it, you know, by improvising or something.

Some brainless retard chop away the washing machine that I had waited for ten minutes. Asshole. Told me he waited for an hour, but did he waited there throughout? Bastard!!! Failure!!! Loser!!!

Arghh... Exhausted.

After all, the bicultural campfire was not too badly done, although there are still feedbacks here and there, plus the seniors have to help us throughout.

Scrolling through Facebook page, seeing so many posts criticizing on this morning's event... Too bad, almost everything screw up, except probably for the band performance, which does not require anything except maybe lighting. And even then, the lighting was terrible.

8 more months and I'll be good to go.

So long never have I seen such a pathetic screw up, and it was even more shameful to remember that this is a small event. If this event doesn't help in changing their mindsets, then we have failed.

Anyway, I'm on duty for the Bicultural Campfire later. Looking at the requirement, I was stunned, and at the same time understand why we're having one and a half hours to set up and all. 4 speakers, DVD player plus dk how many microphones. And good to note that there are only like four guys, in which two of them are sec 1s. Good luck and have fun trying to minimize screw-ups. But I'm confident it would be better than the morning's event. This is the last chance to protect the department's "international" reputation (you know, since there are people from Japan and India etc later).

Crappss -.-

Long weekend huh?

AMC was freaking difficult. I can't do some of the questions, or rather not enough time to think about how to do. Dammit, don't think I could win the Prudence Award this year.

Don't wanna think about it now. Anyway the school took the question paper, so I couldn't check how well (or badly) I did for it.

Tomorrow's National Day Celebration. Yay, early release and no duty =D. But sadly I might have to be on duty for the bicultural campfire tomorrow evening. But who cares, the fact that week 7 will be starting from Wednesday is probably good enough to compensate it. Plus no need to plan for Wednesday's CCA session cuz sec 1s will be planning it! Gotta see how much they miss out. And I hope they don't teach wrong things.

Mr. Yap is going to Harvard in 2 weeks time to do his Masters (he's on scholarship I think). Pro sia... Looks like he own every teacher in the school, being able to study in UCL and Harvard. Even Kevin Cheng is only studying in NUS. -Random-

I super zhadao having to encounter 2 different people crying for different reason in one day. Uhoh, 3rd one coming... What in the world is going on?!

I wanna learn new things. But before that, things're gonna change!!!

No crash course, but I want the sec 1s to be well prepared to be on their own in the next three years in Xinmin, assuming they could still survive right here.

Tomorrow there's ICAS, Wednesday SJPO and Thursday AMC. What the hack? Three competitions in three days? I must be crazy!!!

Approaching week 6 just means 1 week less before stepping into the EOY fortnight, as well as my Chinese O Level in mid-November. Currently, I still haven't gone into the study mood, but I hope I'll start revising really soon because I don't want my results to be too terrible. The least I wish is to have some improvement in terms of grades and my level position.

More contents, more things to study for... Garr...