CMI - can or cannot I make it? Hmm...

Dammit, keep losing things. Even when I am grabbing it so tightly and that I realised it was gone probably just after a few seconds.

Was fate trying to play tricks with me?

Anw, gonna be really busy for some weeks mainly cuz of Drama Night, and Im on duty. Not confident with my lighting skills - I hate screwing events up. And there's gonna be a rehearsal on Thursday. Friday there is an XGT rehearsal in preparation for next Monday. I guess Im gonna use those few opportunities to brush up my skills. I want myself to be as professional as those people doing lighting for the National Day Parade (whoever those people are), they're really awesome, and my performance - as in how well I will be doing my lighting - will tell me whether I pass my own test. Nobody who will be going to Drama Night is going to see me screwing up.

Hope I could make it. Although "God doesn't require me to succeed; he only requires that I try", but "saya yakin saya boleh!" (bukan 'boleh kalah' :x)