I am rather desperate but still clinching a slight glimpse of hope to post this this moment in what will go down for another nine months, as the most difficult and tedious task I have ever done in probably my whole life.
Five score days ago, a teacher, in which we still fear of a little, announced the next generation. This shocking moment came as a great burden to at least me who had not had the experience. It came as a sudden thundershot to begin the darkness. Despite so, I still feel I could make it.
But, one hundred days later, nothing is done. One hundred days later, not a slightest change is made. One hundred days later, slackers and those that they have influenced remain passionless and unenthusiastic. One hundred days later, the entire department's standard has dropped from 50% to 5%. And so I've being irritated by the crucial and disheartening fact far enough to vomit out what was inside.
This is like an incomplete relay, and I knew I could not just stop like that. When I received the task, I did not know nightmare was approaching. After all these sessions, one after another failed sessions, something appropriate must be done.
Apparently, the heads refuse to believe the key problem is their attitude and not ours. They refuse the get themselves into our exact spot. Thus, we two poor soul are still suffering under the insufferable task that was beyond our hands.
I have also posted this in hope to express the actual fact, those that they could not understand. I dare say we two are having the worst task of the entire club, which they would not agree, but that's not the point, and I don't mind. They need to understand that they will not understand even half of the entire situation just by using humans' eyes and false or inaccurate judgement. They need to understand that to change a person's attitude, in the end, no one could change them except for themselves, considering the fact that their brains are almost fully grown.
It would be difficult to change them, but I had enough rice in this planet to know that brute force is definitely a fail plan. Discipline does not need to be that stupid. This is not the department's end, but a beginning. But every single member of the department have to regain their enthusiasm and passion and teamwork in order for things to work out smoothly like before. An event was not there for us to fail, but rather for us to overcome it.
But there is something more. To achieve this is not an easy thing. It must have the cooperation of every single member. Most of us are probably "forced" to join the department, even I myself. But, the thing is, this is not a slacker club. It was difficult to force ourselves into something that we do not wish to do, but if we could think of it as serving the school, that would definitely make life easier.
We shall not allow the wrong perception engulfed us into meaningless life and nothing of the nowhere. There was no turning back, unless you wish to be the small group that contributes nothing to the society tomorrow, instead being as a trash to make the government's life difficult.
I have a dream that one day the department will realise the true meaning of being in this department.
I have a dream that one day even those few you-know-who-you-are would change their attitude and perspective on things in life, and of course in this department.
I have a dream that one day the department would be like before.
With this faith, we will be able to have a pure success big event. With this faith, every crew will be able to communicate and cooperate with each other so well that everyone knows the event from head to tail. With this faith, fate would be too frightened to play a fool with us and try to screw up an event thoroughly.
Will this happen again like before?
