Today CCA session = Vry _____. Undescribably lan.

Realised that I always didnt listen to instructions properly. As in I listened to front part then somhow forgot the back part.. Song En said that's coz im too enthusiastic or sth. Really nid to change this bad habit.

Today trained lighting. Taught Yi Jie and Xing Wei. I oso learned sth new la.. Discovered myself de.. Then I oso taught a little bit on mixer - the aux and pan i think.

Kena many pumpings today.. Until hand quite tired.. Haiz..

Actually I really look forward to attend every cca session and learn sth, bt dunno why end up fail whole thing. Last yr im nt serious abt AVA, and I dun feel lik i've done any mistake; this yr im more concerned with my cca, bt idk why i was lik making more mistakes. Haiz... Everytime hearing Clement or Kelvin said,"did you respect ur seniors" or "did you listen to the instructions?", I really felt vry disappointed with me and other sec 2s.. Next yr die liao la...