Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Untangling the wire...

Today's CCA session was as usual - horrible. Horrible, not because of any other reason, but for the sec 3s. Omg, disgraceful sia... Took more than half an hour to set up a simple canteen system.

I seriously dk what to do alrdy man. Somemore sec 1s are "not confident" in setting up (quoted from Jit Hui, who said that tt's what the sec 1s told her)... ??? zzz

Even for a teacher, he/she could not possibly taught so well tt all students aced their subject. Then why were all people saying tt we failed to train them properly whenever something went wrong? Im not even a teacher? I only live for 15 years, not 45.

Anw, if Isaac sees me and ask me "how's life?" again, I can only say it's terrible, like a super-tangled wire. Mr Tang said this wire can be untangled, just that it needs time. Im not sure whether he realised, but if I could tangle it I would've alrdy done so.

Couldnt care too much. Now only can chiong for study. Im gonna make sure I dun flunk my EOY like MYE.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

My personal opinion.

Ytd sleep at 1am (technically it should be today, bt well... whatever). Then today can't wake up by myself. I was surprised tt I could still stay awake in school (I did drink coffee, bt sometimes they fail me). And so sway I kena duty for today's XGT, and I reckon it's the scariest duty although I ask Zheng Da to tell Jit Hui it was fine, cuz Jonathan said so. The sound was blasted so loud tt after tt I coudn't tell whether the mic is switched on or off from the speaker.

So, another long day. Why did the school let us have 7 lessons on a single day? Like we would learn properly..

Have oral exam soon. July 12th. Dun feel like preparing anything... Impromptu la... People r nt gonna rmb all those things in an exam mood... =.=

Seriously, ur attitude dint've to be liddat, bt wad's done is done. Very well, u reminded me of a story i heard when I was young. A wolf could not reach the grapes on the tree, bt when he saw the squirrel who could get the grapes, he told himself that the grapes are sour. U r the bloody wolf!! Im alrdy quite besong u when u called me as if I shouldn't've been born or some sort, tt I shouldn't be wad I am, tt u r btr than me (note tt I dun nid a sarcasm sign to tell tt u r being sarcastic), and u dare go on to insult him. R u tt worthy?

Anw, still pretend ntg happen huh? Smart of u? Juz wanna avoid the awkward only, but I guess u still assume it'll be juz like some "happily ever after" kinda ending rite? Wait for it. The world continues to spin, bt my life would be smoother. Enjoy it while u still could.

p/s: "It was all a misunderstanding..." Wow, misunderstanding? Wad a big word for u man! I've seen probably enuff of ur type, bt nt this professional in making a girl cry...

Monday, June 28, 2010

1st Day of Sem 2... It sucks -.-

You know what? Life just sucks when there are so many things that you have to do even if you hate it! Man, or even something that you thought would be interesting, but it turns out to be boring (but you can't quit D:)

1st day of semester 2 is bad... So many pieces of incomplete homework... So many new things to learn... Especially BIO!!!!!!!!! Leefy was speaking so fast that half the times I didn't manage to finish copying those things on the slide. He said it was all in the textbook... Funny huh? Didn't find anything from the textbook that was the same as any content from his slides... zzz....

Whatever.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Ace Learning sucks...

Getting bored with Ace-Learning's quizzes... The questions are irrelevant, linkless and low-quality man (not to mention i can cheat all the way through =P). In short, they sucks! And worse, it is loading so slowly... Dammit, not sure whether it is the hostel's internet's fault though.

School is starting in 4 days time. Loads of incomplete homework suddenly haunts me to get them done... Scary... Of course I won't be so stupid and stuck myself all day into it, despite all these times that have gone wasted due to my carelessness of not keeping my wallet well enough :x In any case, I dun wanna stress myself too much anymore.
Going to NUS for SMO second round on Friday. After going through the past year questions, I decided not to put too much hope into it. Just aiming for like 10/50 or so just to secure a Gold Award.

Praying very hard that I won't screw it up.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Boring...

Lol... Portugal pwned North Korea 7-0.

Life's been quite boring, ntg fun to do (I mean except for Ac10 of course). Everyday stuck at hostel watching videos, chat with the few ppl left in hostel, eat, sleep, etc, and u know, it's like a fixed routine.

Maybe that's what being a normal person is about, you gotta live an F9 story plot - if you know what I mean.

It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dream of yesterday is the hope of today, and the reality of tomorrow.
Robert H. Goddard, US physicist and pioneer rocket engineer.

Got this quote from the MRT station's television. I thought it was meaningful so I sort of copy it down. (Don't say I've gone mad due to sheer boringness.)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Woo... Watching "Mentalist"! =D

Thursday, June 17, 2010

AC10

Shiok and fun for the past 4 days.

Went to the Adventure Camp at Jalan Bahtera last few days. As u know (okay, u might not know), I sort of being "forced" (oops, a strong word) to go. At first I am very bored, seriously. The thing is, im a sec 3, and people all around r mostly sec 2s (facilitators not included), so I feel like quite hard to mix with them, and it is weird! Oh and I forgot to mention something that made it worse, most of the sec 3s there are facilitators, and ... U know, juz weird.

So I was in group 8, being facilitated by Justin Yeo and Simone - okay, still not so bad, at least I know them. For the rest of the group members, I only know Yang En. After a few ice-breaking etc, we went to the camp site by bus. Wow, very long journey, took us 45 mins to reach there.

Every group is appointed one instructor, and ours was the super lame type one - I mean all the instructors are quite funny, I think, but this one is the damn lame type one. Anw we dint see him much in the first day, except for the flag deco. Our team is called Angel cuz we were lazy to draw anything on the flag, so Joshua (oh this is the instructor, forgot to mention) ask us to leave it blank to show the purity of angel, something along that line. After lunch, we learn how to belay and stuff. Nt much for the 1st day, maybe except for campfire prep.

Second day was fun! We go do all sorts of high and low element stuff. Bt for now I only can rmb abseiling, Rebirth, and kayaking. Abseiling was fun, although when Im a bit scared when I "walked" down. Then rebirth... I think this is the silliest thing I have done man - not in the negative sense of course, but Joshua actually asked us to roll on the mud if we wanna play. Justin was the so-called most sway wan cuz he was somehow forced to demo how to roll on the mud, and he had no choice bt to play afterwards. This game is actually to carry a person to the other side of a wheel through the wheel hole, with the support of teammates. Kayaking was funnn!! Sadly we only get to kayak for tt one or two hrs i think.

Third day is bad! Awful. When we proceed to the first station of the day after breakfast, birds flying off, ants crawling fast, wind blowing tight, dark clouds gathering, and it rained l8r, until 2 pm!! So we miss a lot of things. In the afternoon, we only managed to play challenged pole and ____ - Idk wad it's called, bt for this only one pair get to play. So ntg much to say. Campfire was fun, except maybe when our grp is performing, which sort of screwed a little cuz it dint follow as planned.

In any case, no matter which part of the camp is the most memorable one - whether it is the 1st time we met Joshua and he started teaching us "江王爷" where we've to clap with our hands on our head when he shouted the three words, or the times when we first started creating our grp cheer which contains five "hallelujah", or when we learn "Peace by the river" and Derrick hardly managed to follow the steps, or the time when Joshua wasted our 30 mins of campfire prep time and Justin and Simone dk wad to do abt it, or when we cheated when we played tangle baby that screw things up even after redoing, or when we literally PISSED Samantha off cuz we cheer when she said the camp would be ending in 23 hrs, or when we learn how to dance "洗刷刷" and wanted to dance it over and over again, or the performance where our plan dint work bt still somehow improvise thru, or Joshua who crap a lot and disturb our grp discussion bt still being very serious during the debrief and saying we've done a gd job in the campfire performance despite our awfulness - it doesnt matter, for I enjoyed the camp, experienced many new things, and learned a lot!

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Oh my god... SMO open was very very bad... I manage to do only 8, of which only around 4 questions are correct. :x

Dammit, another 10 bucks to SMS charity..

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

AWWmygod... I think i totally flunk the paper.

Took SMO (Senior Section) today. I think I can only do 12 questions, so I probably won't get into the 2nd round... :x Fine nvm, now focusing on open section. Juz hope that I can at least get something not so disappointing - you know, after all those time spent on the math...